This morning as I sat down while pressing the keys on my keyboard aimlessly, a thought struck me. It is not entirely a new idea nor a revolutionary one. It's a question what one will always ask oneself but was often never taken seriously..
What have I done in my life..
If viewed with negative perspective..
1) I'm a Christian but I still feel far away from Him
2) I successfully got dumped by my ex-girlfriend
3) I'm suffering from chronic disease which no one cares about
4) My financial standing is nowhere here nor there
5) My current care group/church sort of sidelined me. So I also become an ex..
6) My music dream was stunted by my ex-girlfriend and ended
7) I am not enjoying my current career at all
8) I am pretty much alone now and an introvert due to all those above
If viewed with positive perspective..
1) I'm still alive... great..
2) The first point above is corrupted with the negative perspective already. No point continuing..
What should I do??
What am I supposed to do in my life.. I am really lost already!
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